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Wednesday, December 30th, 2020 09:53 pm
Sweet, sweet Fall, finally! October is the awesome-est month for so many reasons - fall, pumpkins, Halloween... it's also usually the annual "walk three 5ks in 24 hours" insanity, but, thanks, Covid, for squashing that this year!

October was still awesome, though )
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Wednesday, December 30th, 2020 09:42 pm
Getting closer to the now, and yet I don't seem to remember it any more clearly! But the pictures at least remind me that there were good times and laughs... as well as some sad, poignant, and downright weird moments. So, normal!

Ah, September, it seems like you should be fall but you're really still summer. )
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Sunday, December 27th, 2020 07:01 pm
Ah, the heat and humidity of August remained very must the same this year - I suppose it's nice that something was unchanged, but did it really have to be that? The one good thing about August is Shark Week, which, thankfully, was also mostly unchanged.

Happy Heat and Humidity, everyone! )
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Sunday, December 27th, 2020 01:31 pm
Honestly, without pictures I probably wouldn't remember much of anything in July. But I have a memory like a steal sieve...

July! )
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Saturday, December 26th, 2020 06:20 pm
Ah,summer! Things started to feel more... normal? Not entirely, of course, but things were going on and frankly, even back then, compassion fatigue was setting in. You just can't stay that stressed for that long.

Things in June! )
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Friday, December 25th, 2020 10:54 pm
I was going to neatly space out these entries over the month of December, but now they're just going to be spewed all at once at the end of the year. It's a fitting way to end 2020, I think, with a messy, half-hearted attempt at something!

Oh, April! )
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Tuesday, December 8th, 2020 08:05 pm
Oh, March, March, March... the month it all came crumbling down. It started off okay, and then... and then...

Marching onward )
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Friday, December 4th, 2020 07:15 pm
Where there really two normal months at the beginning of the year? It's so hard to remember! Though, to be honest, with the exception of the volunteering and the lack of book club (sniff) things are mostly back to normal for me. I learned I am a serious hermit...

February ahoy! )
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Tuesday, December 1st, 2020 08:04 pm
What better way to commemorate the year that has been 2020 than a stroll down "wtf is on my phone's camera?!" lane? Do I even remember January? Back when you could go places and do things?! Oh, those were the days! So without further ado, I present, January, in five pictures:

Sorry, one bit of ado, click here )
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Saturday, November 30th, 2019 02:59 pm
Daily wordcount: 427
Total wordcount: 50,137

Have I mentioned I'm definitely never doing this again? I'm not even sure this should count, but sod it, I think it does and it's my stupid goal book and I can count what I want to!

Read more... )
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Friday, November 29th, 2019 09:01 pm
Daily wordcount: 8,142 (1,942)
Total wordcount: 49,640 (43,440)
On/off target: +1,297 (-4,903)

Yeah... so, if the title is confusing, it's because I've decided to bend the rules to meet my goal. I just want to cross off my 50k words in November goal in my goal book, and I did technically write some last year, and since it's last year's goal and with all the other goals it's cumulative, I figure using words I wrote in a different November is fair game. And it isn't making the story (which I now hate and don't want to spend time on)any less cohesive at this point.

I don't like writing long things. I like drabbles, little short snippets. I'd be fine writing 50k words in November if they were a series of unrelated, 1,667 word short stories. Maybe some would be double-length, maybe some would only be 800 words. If I ever do it again (and I won't!), I think that would be the way I would do it. Unless I had some story already mapped out and planned.

400 words tomorrow for the victory of one less page in my goal book next year! Whoooo-hoooo! Next up, photos blogged. Look forward to some super-random photos this month!

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Thursday, November 28th, 2019 09:52 pm
Daily wordcount: 2,608
Total wordcount: 41,498
On/off target: -5,178

Two more days. 4,251 words per day for two days. I'm not optimistic, I admit. I have a bit going on both days, more than I had to do today and look how little I wrote! We will have to see, it might be down to the wire... I should keep going tonight, but I'm tired and I still need to make the bed. I'm not going to finish, am I? *sigh*

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Wednesday, November 27th, 2019 09:49 pm
Daily wordcount: 2,284
Total wordcount: 38,890
On/off target: -6,119

I didn't lose ground today, but I made up very little. Still, considering the stress I'm going to call it a win. Can I write 11k+ words in three (maybe really two) days? Technically, yes. I could do it in one if I was motivated enough. Spoiler alert: I'm not. I have zero idea where this is going and don't really care about it beyond the fact that it's a goal I get to cross out of my book. Which is actually a fair amount of motivation, if I'm honest, it's the only thing that has kept me going.

Also I really did drink some bad milk today and my stomach is not happy.

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Tuesday, November 26th, 2019 08:58 pm
Daily wordcount: 1,391
Total wordcount: 36,606
On/off target: -6,736

Life threw me for a huge loop today, and to be honest, NaNo no longer seems in the least important and I just can't concentrate on writing. I mean, the story is already crap, so it doesn't really matter, but I can't even manage to muster up the energy to write much of anything. We'll see if I can overcome it in the next few days, but I rather doubt it? But then, maybe it's what I need to take my mind off of it all. We'll see!


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Monday, November 25th, 2019 09:12 pm
Daily wordcount: 4,752
Total wordcount: 35,920
On/off target: -5,755

I tried to get more written today but I ran out of steam. plus, I have to admit that feeling like I made some headway made me feel lax. There are 5 days left, and I have 15,500 words left to write. That's 2,816 words per day. Not unattainable, but not easy, either. The good news is that three of those days I don't have to work (Thursday, Friday, Saturday) so I have more time to write. The bad news is that I have a lot of things planned for Saturday, so, honestly, if I don't get it done on Friday I'm probably hosed. So let's say that should be 3,520 words a day for the next 4 days? We shall see...


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Monday, November 25th, 2019 06:35 pm
Daily wordcount: 0
Total wordcount: 31,168
On/off target: -8,840

...dammit! I just couldn't motivate myself today. There were a lot of other things going on and I just could not make myself write, not even a measly 500 words. All the ground I had clawed back I've lost, and the amount I have to write per day is becoming... daunting. I hope this doesn't end up like years ago when I got to the last 3 days and decided I was going to finish despite having over 35,000 words left to write? Well, it can't be exactly like that, I'm already beyond that, but it's still not going well...

Yeah, I'm not doing this again, and this time I really, really, really, really mean it. What is the point of writing such a crap story beyond the point of doing it, which I've already proven (multiple times) that I can? A real challenge would be to have an outline and a story arc and something I knew where it was going to write! No more of this flying by the seat of my pants and never finishing things!
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Monday, November 25th, 2019 06:32 pm
Daily wordcount: 704
Total wordcount: 31,168
On/off target: -7,173

Terrible day! I did force myself to write at least 500 words, but didn't manage much more than that.

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Monday, November 25th, 2019 06:29 pm
Daily wordcount: 3,682
Total wordcount: 30,464
On/off target: -6,210

Good day today, made some progress, have some hope?

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Thursday, November 21st, 2019 09:02 pm
Daily wordcount: 3,117
Total wordcount: 26,782
On/off target: -8,226

Why am I doing this again?!

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