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Thursday, November 21st, 2019 08:35 pm
Daily wordcount: 3,378
Total wordcount: 23,665
On/off target: -9,675

Only 10 more days of 3,000 words a a day and I will succeed! Argh this is so stressful, but I bring it on myself. Add to the fact that I'm getting more involved with a dog rescue and it's so sad and I can't handle some of the horribleness of people, this November is just wrecking me.

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Tuesday, November 19th, 2019 08:54 pm
Daily wordcount: 1,794
Total wordcount: 20,287
On/off target: -11,386

I am ELEVEN THOUSAND words off-target. I now need to write 3,000 words per day until the end of the month to finish. Is it doable? Sure. Is it going to be easy or fun or worth it? Very doubtful. Really just want to quit, but it was one of my goals and if I don't power through, well, then I just have to wait another year to try again and I really want to check something off my list...

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Tuesday, November 19th, 2019 08:51 pm
Daily wordcount: 1,319
Total wordcount: 18,493
On/off target: -11,513

Okay, seriously, this is where I start to question if it's worth continuing, it's so off the rails and it makes no sense and why even bother?

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Tuesday, November 19th, 2019 08:50 pm
Daily wordcount: 0
Total wordcount: 17,174
On/off target: -11,165

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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Tuesday, November 19th, 2019 08:47 pm
Daily wordcount: 1,767
Total wordcount: 17,174
On/off target: -9,498

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Saturday, November 16th, 2019 08:02 am
Daily wordcount: 723
Total wordcount: 15,407
On/off target: -9,598

NOW I'm starting to feel like I should give up, especially since I really have not felt like writing at all lately and I have no idea where this story is going. Maybe I should have had a more modest goal, like a 500-word-a-day goal. It was probably silly to go from now having written in quite some time, having no idea what I wanted to write, to full-blown NaNo.

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Friday, November 15th, 2019 07:54 am
Daily wordcount: 2,137
Total wordcount: 14,684
On/off target: -8,654

Okay, a better day, though I was aiming for 4,000 to make up for yesterday. I ran out of steam and couldn't motivate myself, plus I have no frickin' clue where this story is going...

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Friday, November 15th, 2019 07:44 am
Daily wordcount: 0
Total wordcount: 12,547
On/off target: -9,124

Argh, another day when I just couldn't make myself do anything. I still feel a bit optimistic about this year, if I can just make myself write SOMETHING every day, but these zero-word days are bad on a lot of levels, because not only do I fall a lot further behind, it negates the purpose of the exercise - to get yourself writing every day, even when you don't feel like it!
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Tuesday, November 12th, 2019 09:27 pm
Daily wordcount: 1,237
Total wordcount: 12,547
On/off target: -7,457

Missed my 2,000 word goal today, but it's a miracle I managed to force myself to write at all, so I'll take it!

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Monday, November 11th, 2019 08:54 pm
Daily wordcount: 2,125
Total wordcount: 11,310
On/off target: -7,027

Did not want to write at all today, but managed to just eek past my goal of 2,000 words for the day, starting in the middle of the sentence where I left off yesterday!

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Monday, November 11th, 2019 08:01 pm
Daily wordcount: 44
Total wordcount: 9,185
On/Off target: -7,485

Yeah, 44 words. I tried, but I was just too tired and unmotivated. It's not going brilliantly, I admit. There's still time to save it, but I have to spend more days getting above the minimum than below. I need to institute a new minimum of 2,000 words per day...

What I wrote on Sunday:

When Steve appeared on Sunday evening, I was ready. I'd decided to start with something that was already out, my basket of knitting. I had quickly designed a pattern for a double-knit scarf that incorporated the simplest of the symbols in a way that
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Sunday, November 10th, 2019 09:37 am
Daily wordcount: 1,739
Total wordcount: 9,141
On/off target: -5,862

I did a little more then the daily requirement, but only by the slightest bit. At least I didn't fall further behind? I dunno.


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Friday, November 8th, 2019 08:44 pm
Daily wordcount: 1,014
Total wordcount: 7,402
On/off target: -5,934

No idea where this is going, but if I don't do some serious catch up this weekend I'll be tempted to give it up. The stress of being too far behind is real!

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Friday, November 8th, 2019 08:36 pm
Daily wordcount: 0
Total wordcount: 6,388
On/Off target: -5,281

Argh! Really falling behind, just not motivated to write. Give up now?
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Friday, November 8th, 2019 08:33 pm
Daily wordcount: 621
Total wordcount: 6388
On/off target: -3614

Really, really starting to fall behind... Is this where I throw in the towel?

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Wednesday, November 6th, 2019 09:28 pm
Daily Wordcount: 2849
Total Wordcount: 5767
On/off target: -2568


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Tuesday, November 5th, 2019 04:35 am
Daily wordcount: 572
Total wordcount: 2918
On/off target: -3750

Okay, now I'm really getting behind. This is definitely about the time I start giving up, and I kinda want to, as I have no idea where this story is going, but I also really want to push through and do this thing this year. I haven't been writing, and part of me really misses it. I think drabbles are more my style, but this is a good challenge and I want to force myself to stick to it. Maybe I'll feel better if tomorrow, I at least don't fall further behind...

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Tuesday, November 5th, 2019 04:32 am
Daily wordcount: 500
Total wordcount: 2346
On/off target: -2655

Argh, looking at that how far behind I am number is depressing. I really wish I'd gotten off to a good start...

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Tuesday, November 5th, 2019 04:29 am
Daily wordcount: 1846
Total wordcount: 1846
On/Off target: -1488

Actually did some writing, but still woefully behind. I'm not sure what I think of this start...

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Tuesday, November 5th, 2019 04:27 am
Daily wordcount: 0
Total wordcount: 0

Day one and I was already behind. Normally I'd give up already, but something in me made me think I should give it a go. I will post, day by day, my progress or lack thereof...