It's a little known fact of physics that things can, indeed, suck and blow at the same time.
The next few days were both the most boring and the most stressful of my life. Boring because there's only so much sitting in a closet knitting that you can do before you start to go insane. Stressful because I still expected the front door to fly open at any minute. I tried not to let my imagination go too far as to what would happen after that, but once or twice it wandered too far. Mostly it had to do with things like giant steel spikes, huge vats of boiling oil, and other known instruments of torture. Once there was a scenario involving an espresso machine and a length of tulle, but it's too horrible to recount. On the up side, I did also finish four scarves, an afghan, and an assortment of socks. If I survived this, I was in good shape for Christmas presents.
The one question I couldn't decide on a good answer to was the most important: how long were they likely to watch my house? I hadn't seen any more suspicious beams of light since that first night, but you never know. And I needed to have some sort of plan for if I did flee. I couldn't very well just waltz down to the police station, could I? Would they believe me? Or would I run into the one rotten cop who'd turn me over to Mark and his cohorts? Is that a chance I was willing to take? I spent a good hour contemplating what my plan of attack would be as I soaked in the bathtub. I finally decided on the path of least resistance. I would tuck tail and run. At least until things settled down and I could safely come back for my stuff. If I ever could. I sighed as I looked around the cozy little house. I'd miss it, that's for sure. It was so perfectly me. Sure, it was small, but how much room did I need? All the mismatched furniture I'd collected at garage sales and thrift shops over the years added character. Nothing matched, but that was okay. It almost looked intentional. Shabby Chic was all the rage, anyway.
( I gathered up a collection of clothes and stuffed them into a cloth bag. (read more) )