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The week from hell continues. Oh yes, it's worse. Much worse. And the worst part? I can't even begin to find out if I can fix/salvage anything until tomorrow morning. At 6am. On a Saturday. Which probably means I should go to sleep now, but of course I'm too keyed up/stressed to actually sleep.
And of course the stress of the whole week has probably caused me to overreact a little. This is not to say that some reaction wasn't merited, but I was lacking the calm, logical center that tells me I just need to take a deep, calm breath and start trying to work it out.
Eventually that came, but it hit a slight roadblock in that it was 10:00 on a Friday night. Still, I did get a few things figured out, so it's better than nothing.
But the thing that really convinced me that I might not be operating on all synapses? I got very upset when the Magic 8 ball on my computer told me things wouldn't work out. Actually, truly worried, though that little part of my brain still functioning was screaming "don't be daft, it's just random!" the emotional part of my brain hijacked everything that is logical and good.
Yeah, I should probably go to sleep.
After a few more games of solitaire.
And of course the stress of the whole week has probably caused me to overreact a little. This is not to say that some reaction wasn't merited, but I was lacking the calm, logical center that tells me I just need to take a deep, calm breath and start trying to work it out.
Eventually that came, but it hit a slight roadblock in that it was 10:00 on a Friday night. Still, I did get a few things figured out, so it's better than nothing.
But the thing that really convinced me that I might not be operating on all synapses? I got very upset when the Magic 8 ball on my computer told me things wouldn't work out. Actually, truly worried, though that little part of my brain still functioning was screaming "don't be daft, it's just random!" the emotional part of my brain hijacked everything that is logical and good.
Yeah, I should probably go to sleep.
After a few more games of solitaire.