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I've had a serious problem with productivity lately. No matter what I think about doing, I just drag my feet. Yes, even sometimes when it's watching TV. My poor DVR is over 90% full and I need to watch some of it, so of course I don't want to. Instead I watch some other random show that's on TV. Figure that one out!
Is it a subliminal 'bucking the system' and 'saying no to the man' because in my head, even though it's a fun thing, it's equated with something I have to do? I don't know. I can't explain it, and if I can't even understand it, how am I going to solve it?
And, yes, I can force myself to get some things done. They just take longer when I'm reluctant to do them. I know right now part of the problem is I'm having a strange problem with the bottom of my foot - in the center of the ball of my left foot is a really, really, really sore spot. Like a deep bruise or blister. You can't see anything but a slight discoloration, but it hurts like a s-o-b every time I step on it. And not being totally ambulatory does make doing things tough. At least, things that require, you know, movement.
Things I really want to get done this weekend:
*SnerffleShop - I'm probably going to set it up as an album on Facebook, just because that will be easiest to update. This also means I have to figure out points and values and whatnot. And tally people's existing points. So that's quite a bit of work right there.
*Put my office/craft room back into working order - once I got the computer set up, progress stalled. I really need to get things back into place and get myself some usable space, especially since I really do want to do the floor in the craft room eventually.
*Order a bathtub - okay, yes, I know the reason I'm dragging my feet on this is because, even though the plumber will take the old one out and put the new one in, I'll still be responsible for doing the tile surround. Which I don't mind, except the whole aforementioned motivation problem.
*Fill out the paperwork for the refinance - no real question there, this has to be done. I just have to get my brain to process the instructions, which might be tricky.
.... I think that's (more than) enough. Please prepare to ridicule and mock when I get nothing accomplished and have nothing to report!
Is it a subliminal 'bucking the system' and 'saying no to the man' because in my head, even though it's a fun thing, it's equated with something I have to do? I don't know. I can't explain it, and if I can't even understand it, how am I going to solve it?
And, yes, I can force myself to get some things done. They just take longer when I'm reluctant to do them. I know right now part of the problem is I'm having a strange problem with the bottom of my foot - in the center of the ball of my left foot is a really, really, really sore spot. Like a deep bruise or blister. You can't see anything but a slight discoloration, but it hurts like a s-o-b every time I step on it. And not being totally ambulatory does make doing things tough. At least, things that require, you know, movement.
Things I really want to get done this weekend:
*SnerffleShop - I'm probably going to set it up as an album on Facebook, just because that will be easiest to update. This also means I have to figure out points and values and whatnot. And tally people's existing points. So that's quite a bit of work right there.
*Put my office/craft room back into working order - once I got the computer set up, progress stalled. I really need to get things back into place and get myself some usable space, especially since I really do want to do the floor in the craft room eventually.
*Order a bathtub - okay, yes, I know the reason I'm dragging my feet on this is because, even though the plumber will take the old one out and put the new one in, I'll still be responsible for doing the tile surround. Which I don't mind, except the whole aforementioned motivation problem.
*Fill out the paperwork for the refinance - no real question there, this has to be done. I just have to get my brain to process the instructions, which might be tricky.
.... I think that's (more than) enough. Please prepare to ridicule and mock when I get nothing accomplished and have nothing to report!