Daily wordcount: 0
Total wordcount: 31,168
On/off target: -8,840
...dammit! I just couldn't motivate myself today. There were a lot of other things going on and I just could not make myself write, not even a measly 500 words. All the ground I had clawed back I've lost, and the amount I have to write per day is becoming... daunting. I hope this doesn't end up like years ago when I got to the last 3 days and decided I was going to finish despite having over 35,000 words left to write? Well, it can't be exactly like that, I'm already beyond that, but it's still not going well...
Yeah, I'm not doing this again, and this time I really, really, really, really mean it. What is the point of writing such a crap story beyond the point of doing it, which I've already proven (multiple times) that I can? A real challenge would be to have an outline and a story arc and something I knew where it was going to write! No more of this flying by the seat of my pants and never finishing things!
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